Mixed emotions.

There are two kinds of people in this world. The ones who judged and the ones who are judged. I was judged. There was no point in standing up for myself in that moment, well that was what I thought then. People throw hurtful words, they despise you, they judge you, they will do just anything to vent their anger towards you. You, on the other hand, tried to run away, avoiding all that mean words from hitting you right at your softest spot, which is your heart. But we're just humans. We can't run or hide forever from the real world. Even if you're the luckiest being, you will at least get hit once.

Just a little thought.

A random thought appeared in my head just a few hours ago. What's interesting is that it kept me thinking til now.

HAPPINESS
What could possibly create everlasting happiness? As we all know, it is clearly impossible. I was told by a special someone that we need to make ourselves happy first before considering of others' happiness. Doubts filled me as soon as I heard that. This might not apply to anyone else, maybe it's just me. How could I be happy knowing someone else, could be a relative or a friend, is unhappy? It's a fact that in this crazy evil world, no one can make everyone happy. Exactly why I decided to create a "self-debate" in my mind. What is it that an ordinary person look for or want specifically in their lives? Could it be love? Wealth? Freedom? I am always confused with what I want and what I need. I can be happy now, but otherwise later.
There are quite a number of options to choose when living as a young adult. This is when I need to focus on my future, set my goals and strive for it. However, my present is not doing any good for me. It is possible to change, but I have yet to figure out how. Everyday, there are decisions to be made, options to choose. But most importantly right now, I know what I'm aiming for and I will achieve it one day. I won't give up.

50/50

I came across this movie, as mentioned above, and I honestly find it truly inspiring. It is based on a true story. It is a 2011 dark comedy-drama film directed by Jonathan Levine, from a screenplay written by Will Reiser, starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Seth Rogen. The film is loosely inspired by Reiser's own experience with cancer. I got to say that this is one awesome movie and recommended to all. 

Sweet.

Birthday cake.

Empty.

Grasshopper.